Hits on my "Internal Codex"

https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/01611194.2018.1449147

I’ve been have snippets of memories returning.  It’s funny what triggers them, a movie scene, art, music, but the emotional wallop they pack is astounding.

When I was living in Portland last summer I had a big one hit while watching the Chinese TV series called “The Disguiser” on Netflix.  I love foreign movies and don’t mind the English subtitles.  It’s like watching a movie on Skype I suppose.

There is a character called Ming Tai, who was in the Chinese resistance against the Japanese Imperial invasion of Hong Kong and Shanghai during WWII. 

One scene had the wealthy protagonist driving with a young lady in an open top 1930s coupe with big headlights down a road lined with large timber bamboo.   It was like getting slapped in the face as I knew that image and I realized I knew the entire story because it was either my, or Nabrac’s story prior to this American incarnation.   Stan X confirmed it was from the Nabrac experiences, he had the experience of being Ming Tai and explains his familiarity with the Chinese culture. I knew the entire plot as it was my story!   I was gob smacked.

I had a couple more of those moments this week.   The 2nd one came while watching a Canadian film about Chinese Americans in Seattle, called “Dim Sum Funeral”.   The matriarch of the family (spoiler alert) fakes her death to unite her squabbling children (who do not speak Chinese) before she really does die of liver cancer.   The children don’t like each other all that much, mostly because the mother was mean and pitted them against each other as they were growing up.   The movie is about reconciliation. 

In one scene a famous Chinese Pianist comes to the funeral from China to pay his respects, he’s a past secret lover of the mother and a secret father to one of the children.  While he’s outside by the pool doing the ancient art of Tai Chi, the siblings quietly join in the Tai Chi exercises.  The scene was sweet but emotionally it was devastating for me.  Huge lump in my throat like I have lived a moment like that. I don’t know where or when but it was sooooo familar.  Its likely from the Ming Tai inbodyment of Nabrac.

The third incident has been building for sometime.  It started with this song which was published the week Heather and I left the Italian Alps, the timing is most interesting to me (another codex hit):
For me the song is a deeply haunting tune, but I didn’t exactly know why.   It speaks to emotions most men have about women we love.
Yesterday I was watching a documentary on NHK (in English) about the anime director Miyazaki and his creative process while developing the movie Ponyo.  Miyazaki takes a trip to the Tate Museum in London (another internal codex point, as I used to deliver limited edition art prints for a printing company as a teenager to the Tate Museum in Scottsdale Arizona).  Miyazaki is deeply moved by the painting “Ophelia” by Sir John Everett Millais. 

It’s a remarkable painting (shown below in part) for its detail.  A woman in elegant gown floating blissfully alive in water.   Which pinged another internal codex item in me, the Lady in the Lake of King Arthur legends, which if memory serves me was Heather (I need to check my notes).  Not that I know what that was all about, legends often diverge in amazing ways from the original story.  The “Tree of Life” is a good example of this stuff of myths, what was done as a cosmic joke became a religious icon.  The Humor gets lost in religion.  More on that later.  BTW, KP was Merlin of that time, and now he’s a Hawaiian “Merlin” opening and closing star gates and energy vortices. 

Which led me to ask this of Stan X:

Did Heather ever have an incarnation where she was known as Orphelia?

DEAR ONE/TERRAN. THE RECORDS INCLUDE A FORM/INCARNATION/INBODIMENT OF OPHELIA/ANCIENT GREECE COMPLEX/EARTHSPHERE 300 B.C. ESTIMATE. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN.X. END.

WIKIPEDIA: Unlike virtually all Hamlet characters, Ophelia’s name is not Danish. It first appeared in Jacopo Sannazaro’s 1504 poem Arcadia (as Ofelia), probably derived from Ancient Greek ??????? (?phéleia, “help”).

I thought I’d share how this internal codex thing works, its not just about memory retrieval, its also works as a data verifier. 

For example, Heather (who taught me about internal codices) had a crush on some TV actor named “Parker” as a young girl.   When ever the name Parker comes up in her experiences, it generally points to either someone who is not what they claim, or someone playing or acting a role, as is “Parker” who was the FBI agent in the TN trial. 

Since all reality is specific to the person experiencing it, everyone has their own unique internal codex.  To make use of it, you first have to be aware that you control your reality and experience and are NOT a victim of circumstance (that’s a hard one to learn), and that the ALL is constantly communicating to you while you are experiencing in myriads of ways.  Jung called this “synchronicity”.  Messages can come from art, frequently in music, and strangers you met once.   You can always ignore the messages, but its there to make your journey more pleasant.  It’s all choice.   

Since the ALL is everything, it communicates through everything.
“Ophelia” by Sir John Everett Millais

Conversation with Nabrac 12-09-2018

Skye: OK Nabrac has dropped by… he HEARD you had some questions for him…. ?

Terran: Yes I do!

Terran: Nabrac why does my energy fade so often? The altitude? Am I somewhere else a lot lately?

Nabrac: Terran you are BUSY… busier than you have ever been.Your body is in several densities at once [skye: he said densities, don’t know if that makes sense??]. We are all doing 10 jobs at the same time…some literally. Your 3D body was made/created to take all that has been and is being ‘thrown at it’ and it is working overtime. Just listen to your body and take all the rest it needs. 

Nabrac: Your body needs the clearer air for this work, but you have been so long in denser frequencies it is taking time to acclimate on more than one level

Nabrac: There are new frequencies ‘incoming’ in all directions, and your body is busy re-wiring itself

Nabrac: You are doing some of the most important work on this planet right now

Nabrac: and we truly appreciate that

Nabrac: Btw we like your new hat 🙂 

Terran: lol!!

Hat from Martha and Maragre

Nabrac again: and you know that balaclava you mentioned could be useful??? Well… I wonder why that ‘thought’ came in.. huh??? Could be useful in ‘undercover’ work…. ? ? 



Terran: Lol

Terran: Nabrac when I sleep it seems I’m constantly talking to people

Nabrac: YOU ARE

Nabrac: And not just when you’re asleep ?

Terran: On this end it’s all jumbled up and I don’t know details but a lot is going on

Nabrac: IT IS… ‘on a need to know basis’… thats why you can’t remember… You remember what is important… The rest is important while it’s happening, but the memory is not. Be assured the work you are doing is VERY IMPORTANT. You are playing a KEY role in the team… You are the GLUE holding it together [skye: interesting]

Terran: On a humorous note a local dentist is named Rothschild.

Skye lol that is hilarious… AND NO COINCIDENCE

Skye: Have you been doing any gluing lately, out of interest? lol

Terran: I’ve been thinking about glue as I need to add more plywood to the kitchen floor the owner used thin material and I’m a big boy

Skye: Well there ya go….

Terran: Been doing a lot of electrical wiring. Y has been building too

Skye: WELL Nabrac also says….  “There are new frequencies ‘incoming’ in all directions, and your body is busy re-wiring itself”

Skye:  ?

Terran: Hmmmm

Skye: rewiring and gluing

Skye: He’s coming through very clearly tonight

Terran: Inner and outer

Skye: the rewiring of the physical bodies and the planet… inner and outer

Terran: Nabrac is Majestic 12 a true disclosure or manipulation?

Skye relaying Nabrac’s words: He’s saying to “trust”

Terran: Trust me? Or MJ12?

Skye: He’s not saying any more than that.

Skye: typical lol!

Skye: wait… he’s just said “MJ12 = disclosure”

Terran: Did you ever see a more hot button topic?

Skye: no

Skye: He says “The Plan is very complicated”

Skye: “…involves many players on many players …some will turn out not to be who you thought… maybe double maybe triple bluff maybe more… remember the game blind man’s buff?”

Skye: “The ball of string is unravelling very quickly…. They thought they had all the loose ends tied up within the ball of string… but tug one loose and the whole lot becomes a tangled mess which takes a while to untangle, but eventually the true thread becomes apparent… “

Terran: Interesting term “ball of string” Y once used that term… [in a conversation]

Skye continuing quote “…and wound up in it are lots of pieces of string that at one time were cut and then rebound into the ball in order to hide the fact that they had been cut… and were not still part of the original thread”

Terran: Sometimes when I encounter people I have this sense I know them from before like Heather, Cobra, and maybe MJ12 but that’s not clear to me yet.

Terran: Also one voice in Q [posts] I recognize [Q is a group]

Nabrac: The voice you recognise is your own

Terran: In which instance?

Skye: It was when you said the “voice in Q you recognise” that he said “your own”… 

Terran: I would agree

Terran: In what form I have no idea

Terran: Will I remember the details when it’s all over of all this work?

Nabrac: When it’s all over you will not care whether or not your remember all the details. Your world, your universe, your ALL will be so unrecognisable you will be focused on the NOW and at the wonder of it all!

Terran: I can live with that. It’s about the result.

Skye: Nabrac feels very calm and kind of strong and assured… not flippant or offhand or arrogant even as he sometimes can be… not tonight…very business like

Skye: He wants you to feel confident that all is well and going to plan and that you shouldn’t worry about your physical form

Skye: it is built to cope!

Terran: RAK mentioned once I [the alpha inbodyment] was split into 12 (earth) fragments but also had 1200 [other] inbodyments

Skye: bloomin’ heck!

Terran: He doesn’t have to live in it lol. Seriously though I don’t know how I am even operating at times with my [sometimes] O2 lower than it was when I was in ICU in 2009… so something is sustaining me!

Nabrac: Light Terran… LIGHT

Terran: One tough body huh?

Skye: yes definitely Bill

Skye: He’s saying that “you shouldn’t believe that your 02 levels need to be a certain number… “

Skye: that’s called ‘mind control’    lol

Skye: and the mind controls the body…

Skye: i climbed down from the summit of [Mount] Everest with no supplementary 0xygen as it had run out. And i only had one third of what we have at sea level… and i was absolutely fine. Felt amazing actually

Terran: Here’s what I do know… when most of me is here O2 levels are normal

Skye: there you go

Terran: Maybe less of me needs less?

Skye: yes could be absolutely

Skye: he said “YOU ARE BUSY… VERY BUSY”

Skye: i just know you shouldn’t worry

Terran: I stopped worrying

Skye: do you feel breathless?

Terran: No but sometimes get altitude headaches

Skye:.”..and you’re not only busy when you’re asleep…” he said that too…

Skye: water?

Terran: Drinking a lot of water and tea, cutting back on coffee

Skye: food? 🙂

Skye: at altitude i often felt crappy when i hadn’t had enough to eat. headache

Terran: Adequate food, actually in the last week appetite has declined

Skye: Anyway… he’s just saluted lol…. He’s off

Skye: He was saluting YOU

Terran: I salute him too!

Skye: He appreciates that

Terran: Yeah I think that covers it

Nabrac: ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL

Terran: Absolutely! ??

Skye: Thumbs up all round… we’re all doing a great job ??

Terran: Thank you Skye! (hug)

Skye: BIG LOVE AND A BEAR HUG (lips)(heart)(hug)(penguinkiss)

Terran: Lol

Terran: Cheers!

Terran: ??

Skye: yes… here’s to us … all of us

Terran: That conversation helps a lot. 

Skye: great

Skye: love you bill

Terran: ??

Talking to Myself (the other part of me known as Nabrac)


The following is a conversation, via Skye, with the other part of me I refer to as “Nabrac”. 

Denice is currently working full time so my access to Denice is limited and she has not been able to communicate with Nabrac since he decided to merge energies with me.  

Skye, very much like Heather does, is able to see “higher dimensional” (faster vibration beings – doesn’t mean superior beings) when they visit her and she can talk to them.  I have been showing up in two places a lot lately.   Skye’s communications are less verbatim than Denice’s but also has other information unique to Skye’s abilities.

For those new to this blog who didn’t read the prior blog American Kabuki, the Galactics informed Heather, Skye and me in the Summer 2015 that according the records we created the planet earth.  Other beings created other planets but this one was the one project we 3 did together.  Probably the best crude explanation of this is what is referred to by some as the “The Builder Race”… we’d be the builders….  although I doubt our story is exactly like what they describe as the builder rae.  I think Heather has always known this… for me I found in 2015, and think Skye found out about the same time I did.

  • Heather is Gaia/Tree of Life – created the animal and plant biology here,
  • Skye/Sophia – the atmosphere and energy systems of the Earth,
  • Terran – the geology of the planet. 

Other beings added to the project as well.. certain forms of sea life and bird life.

There are billions of planets created by many beings. The Earth is just but one in a sea of life.

Terran: Next time Nabrac comes around let me know I have some questions about my early life.

Skye: ok… i’ll see if he’s around a bit later

Terran: Thanks. I have surmisings but don’t have the context of when and why I came in form here when I did.

Skye: can you clarify?

Skye: just had Nabrac in my ear

Terran: I’m also curious why my dad “got religion” around 1965, was that also “part of the plan”? Religious programming has been the toughest one to overcome, I’m just glad that process began in 1994…

Terran: Why this particular form with this particular ancestry (which maybe was for a now defunct storyline?) ?

Skye: I was born in 1960

Skye: I’m probably the 2nd oldest

Terran: I thought you were much younger!

Skye: LOL

Terran : Like Heather

Skye: I obviously have a young frequency 🙂 lol

Terran: Yes you do! ;)??

Skye: ok just having dinner i will see if nabrac is around when i’m done

Skye quoting Terran: “I’d like to know if there were discussions before I was born on when to come in. Did the H-bomb testing in 1955 play a role in the timing? Of the 11 I’m the oldest. Heather was born in 1972, me in 1956. Dani has to be mid 1960s”?

Skye quoting Terran: “Discussions?” ??

Skye quoting Nabric:  YES

Skye quoting Terran: “Did the H bomb testing change things?”

Skye quoting Nabrac: yes… you were originally going to come in later in this form…

??Skye quoting Terran: “I’m also curious why my dad “got religion” around 1965, was that also “part of the plan”? Religious programming has been the toughest one to overcome, I’m just glad that process began in 1994…”

Skye quoting Nabrac: you needed to experience everything… you all had some religious programming, some more than others…you can only change things from inside… you can go from inside to out but not vice versa (I’m seeing an egg hatching)…

Skye quoting Nabrac: You can only come to ‘realisations’ knowings that way… It makes you more empathic to people who are still struggling with the religious programming.

Skye quoting Terran: “Why this particular form with this particular ancestry which maybe was for a now defunct storyline?”

Skye quoting Nabrac: You represent the earth… terra firma… you have had to be able ‘to shoulder’ people walking all over you… you have had to take the hits and absorb the body blows of the cabal, for all. ??
Skye quoting Nabrac: You always feel it in your body…your solar plexus 🙂 Your body is a portal…you do a lot of out of body travelling that you don’t remember!  [Until age 50 I was quite thin, but since age 50 I became “a big man”.  As frustrating as my size is at moments, I have been told by man its an energy buffer.  So perhaps after the need for a buffer is over I revert to my preferred girth]

Skye quoting Nabrac: Your ancestry was for a storyline that has partly informed who ‘Bill’ is, but is now unimportant because your consciousness has transcended all story lines.

Terran: How can I remember the out of body travel?

Skye quoting Nabrac: “out of body travel includes teleporting” 😉 ??

[I recently had another teleporting in my car experience where I traveled mush faster than the speed limit I was driving]

Terran: Huh?

?Skyee: dunno that’s just what he said

Terran: I’ll have to ponder that one

Terran: Materialize and dematerialize the body?

Skye: yes … well… i think your body can be in several places at once… because there is no time lag

Terran: My car too it seems

Skye: i think any thing… it’s just frequencies

Skye: if you take on/feel the frequency of the location you want to be in then you are instantly there…

Skye: An object does not exist in a location; location is one of the properties of the object.

Terran: Do I represent the earth in a way the Nabrac portion of me does not?

Skye quoting Nabrac: YES

Terran: Why was it necessary for Skye, HATJ, and Terran to represent aspects of Earth while in physical limited forms?

Skye: What I am getting from him is that WE decided all this… WE in our other forms…

Skye: I have seen myself on a ship before coming here.. and I volunteered… It was something I knew I had to do… For some reason it had to be us.

Terran: I’ve seen coming to the Earth in a shuttle 4000+ years ago with Thor and Sussanah [This was after the Draco destruction of the Plieades] but have no just before pre-birth memories. 
Terran: I’ve been feeling very frustrated with limitations. I don’t want to get tired, or bear all the nonsense anymore. I’m growing weary of it.

Skye: I agree… I think we all feel like that. But I feel that we just have to let it all flow over us and not get embroiled/bogged down in it. I think we’re actually doing ok. I don’t think we should feel any responsibility to anyone….except ourselves

Terran: Maybe it’s the responsibility one incurs when one creates something like this of such complexity?

Terran: Not that we had a hand in some of the unexpected alterations to it all…

Terran: Thor still there?

Skye: When I said I see Thor I meant when you were asking about your pre-birth discussions, I saw him…??Skye: Yes the responsibility… of… if we created it we should be able to end it

Skye: http://creationislove.com/teleportation/ Bashar on teleportation… I know how to do this because I know thats what i do when i fly a ship… except i haven’t consciously managed to do it ‘here’ yet 🙂

Skye: This is really weird… I’m just on my way to bed and the word Laxmi/Lakshmi pops into my head… never heard of it before… so just googled it https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lakshmi

Terran note: We don’t know what the sudden Lakshmi reference is to… maybe tomorrow?

Note: There’s been a lot of talk about “constructs”, once a planet is created it can be duplicated and put into a realm or a fire walled sandboxed construct.  THAT’S A WHOLE DIFFERENT CONVERSATION…. FOR ANOTHER TIME….  the closest analogy is perhaps computer software….