It’s been a busy month. My house guest, Charlie, is back safely in Colorado now with his household. The snow in Durango is melting. His visit was unexpected, he got stranded in El Paso and I retrieved him out of that situation. He was very helpful to me and my neighbor over the winter and did a lot of work on these two properties and painted the house (at least that which could be painted – I have some trim carpentry to do replacing some wood that rotted over the years). It was a pleasant experience and he is a good guest.
Charlie planted a garden in this decomposed granite we call soil here. Some of the soil seems good, the corn, tomatoes, peppers, sunflowers and squash are coming up strong, lettuce is just peeking its head out, and some of the garden needs some extra organic matter. Lot of composting to do. I have a green thumb but its been years since I tried to grow vegetables. This is as good a time as any even to get back into it though I am not sure its any cheaper than just buying them, but the nutrition from what I grow will be known. I’ll get better as a gardener as work it.
There are five quartz stones that appeared near my tomatoes. I don’t think Charlie put them there, but it could be the Yeti or some of the other beings that run around here. The Fae have shown up in the past and a few of us have seen these super fast white blobby things zooming about. I don’t know what they are except I think Miyazaki saw a few when he drew his anime movies for kids. Charlie said to me one night “You know most people don’t experience what you experience here….” I am not sure people don’t experience it, most people just don’t notice. But he is right, Yeti don’t throw rocks at everyones houses. We know they are just hellos, and they leave us Yeti flowers. And a lot of people I know experience more than I do!
|Japanese Kodama tree spirit
A lot of things came up I didn’t expect or plan on, but I got through the month. Most of the bills paid on time.
I have been shifting my focus as Thor suggested. I’ve been pondering what he said. Don’t completely have a handle on it but I got some good advice.
I come from a analytic and programming background. One of the joys of the work is logic is its pretty cut and dry as to how it works. It’s true or its not. 2+2=4 There’s a simplicity in that binary view of things but its not how life nor the quantum world behaves. It doesn’t describe reality, and I have known that since 2006. Life is not so cut and dried, and with the new energies coming in what I have thought I have known about physics and reality may not even be relevant.
I’ve suspected for a while now that what we think of “laws of physics” are parameters for this configuration of reality we have grown so accustomed to when we were born. Or for me, how it was when I came into this meat suit in 1956. The world my daughter came into was quite different than the world I came into. And now the world is changing a rate that has not been seen in millions of years. My desire to know how things shift is getting in the way of me perceiving it shift. The brain is a filter above all, what it deems relevant and what it deems not. Best I can tell it requires stepping back, allowing and accepting. Even when I ache all over from whatever magnetic turbulence is spinning this aging body around. And there’s been a lot of that this month and a long list of body anomalies that appear and disappear. Google is kind of dangerous, you can google symptoms and find most any horrible disease to explain it but then they are gone in a week so what’s the point???
I’ve got another two lost articles to post, a long one Martha found (at least I think its was lost, it was posted on the old AK blog about the time we left the alps and all the hubbub of that moment). There’s another I found on a particular portal that is in my notes but I don’t know if I ever posted it.
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