Sometimes I sit around waiting for this planetary charade to end, and it feels as if that’s all I want to do. Sometimes I sit around waiting for my own current “charade” to end, and it feels as if that’s all I want to do… sit around and wait. I’m not participating in “the community”, or taking care of the house, or moving things out of the house, or mowing the lawn, or doing much of anything.
At the moment, I don’t want to go out with anyone, or be in the same house / car / space with anyone (especially if they’ve chosen the vax route). Very isolated, it seems.
Today, after washing some things, hanging out to dry, and taking a walk, I felt so very spent I had to take a 2-3 hour rest (sleep). It felt like “the Energies” were going through me, yet “pushing me down” at the same time. I did not feel like I was being “Ascended” or being “Vibrationally elevated” or anything like that. Just “pushed down” into the bed… for rest.
There’s a person that wants to “get together” for a drive with me, and, since they’ve been Covid vaxxed, I do not feel at all comfortable with that. And a person across the street wants to plant a new rose over here, and I do not feel at all comfortable with that, either. Confronted with things I do not want to do or even address.
And I feel many times that I am not embracing and/or manifesting the true, deep inner Spirit of what I AM, which I have embraced and/or manifested in the past, while on the islands.
I don’t like living here (in this house, in the Midwest). I do not feel comfortable here, at all. Even though the Guidance I’ve received points to my remaining here until the end of this calendar year… all for a reason, yes. All for the sake of the planet and the process in which we are going through now. This location is perfect for that particular work.
So whatever the deal, that’s where I am right now. I’d presume some others are in a similar place. But who knows.
Currently, I do not feel like I’m being anything like “inspirational”… at all. I’m just trying to “survive” through this process. Whatever the h— this process is.
Aloha to all, Kp